I had spanking fantasies with Capt. Kirk when I was 11 and I was never abused sexually or otherwise, but I so enjoy BDSM.
I was rather lazy and was pretty much left alone and never had too many chores ( I was the 3rd girl...lol) but I live to serve my Master.
As Popeye said " I yam what I yam". For whatever reason we are all here, the bottom line can be paraphrased from another very old TV show," Y" ?because I LIKE IT"! Nuff said. ~blizz~