Raising her face to his again she allows the emotions she feels to be felt and brought to her with no repression, honestly without fear of the consequence and forces her mind to be completely stripped of guile for her motives and her feelings. She was lost as to what he wanted her to show him
The only truth she could cling to that would not lie the way words have a way of doing even if the intent is not there, was the sensual and the body. As close as he stood to her he was not touching her body. The maddening sensation of feeling him but not physically contacting the skin was so strong for her she knew he must feel it in return. For the first time it occurred to her that if she was compelled and unable to turn away from the unfolding events then so must he be bound in return.
Slowly she pulled the slack in her chains, flowing her hands to follow his skin but not touch him, allowing herself to feel the presence without contact and believe that he felt it as well. The chains were loose enough to allow her to follow with her body where her hands went as well. Without letting herself to feel any reservation about whether she had the ability to entice and become a woman that was displaying unreserved worship of the male before her. She slowly slid down still not quite touching him until she knelt before him and then looked up to his face.
She quietly speaks through suddenly dry lips, “You ask everything of me with no sign of what is the way. I am willing to learn anything that is needed to. I only ask that you please understand how hard this is for me, that I am trying to become something more than I was and give all that I can do to another. I am not trying to intentionally be false or evasive with you, I am tired of hiding myself and yet I have no idea what I could find to give another because I never have.” She begins to slowly brush her lips across one of his thighs and then the other, feeling the material of his pants and smelling him through the cloth.
She whispers again. “I am so far from what I know but I am willing, I need to, I can not turn away from one chance to find truth with another.” Some of what she is saying is whispered into his skin where her lips trace the words against his thighs. She does not care if he hears all or anything of what she says only that she says it and that she feels his body on her mouth as she does. As she brushes her face on him she can feel his cock, hard and heated that tells her he is not immune to her touch. She loosens his pants and continues to speak into his skin not stopping until she has his cock out and waiting in front of her.
Breathing the next softly spoken words so closely to the head of his cock that it twitched with every puff of air from her mouth she continued “I can only show you that I feel this is more than just what I am seeking but what you are waiting for as well with how I touch you, “she licks the tip of his cock and presses her tongue into the slit before pulling back, his gasp tells her he is now hers to have even though she is still in chains.”
She opens her mouth and without touching her lips to his shaft slides her head forward so all he feels is the heat of her breath and mouth on his cock but no touch to follow. She pulls back again and starts to slowly drag her nails up and down his thighs and then lightly grabs his cock with her hands to pull it up. Laying her head on his groin with her nose beside his balls she takes a deliberate deep breath that she knows he will hear her do. Looking up at him again she sees him looking down at her with a waiting look on his face but he makes no move to grab her but instead waits to see what she is going to do next.
She again breaths against his balls watching them twitch and contract with her actions. “I want to do this so I can show you that I do understand.” She blows and licks up and down the underside of his balls as she speaks,” she starts to whisper other little things between taking the head of his cock in her mouth then running her tongue up and down his shaft trying to find every little spot that will make his cock twitch or him gasp, trying to wait until she can feel him starting to pump his hips because he has no more control before she will go all the way down his cock with her mouth and then suck all the way back up to the top. She knows that at this moment he is in her power and that she has the way to give him all she can without taking pleasure back but just knowing he feels her abandonment in the act with no holding back.
Stopping one more time she kneels back and once more raises her eyes to him without speaking and looks to see what he shows on his face.