Quote Originally Posted by wingsofanangel View Post
When Ocean and I were together I had went to a flea market one day and found this stainless steel puzzle ring. It was two rings that had puzzle shapes that interlocked. I saw it and through the metal was strong which in inself represted something but the two jagged halfs of the ring fitting together was perfect.


So I bought it and suprised him on cam with it. If I remember correctly he really did like that I took that initiative to show that I was his. Even though the world didn't know what it meant.. we did. And I wore it everyday...

My husband wants one of these for Christmas. Not for the same reasons though lol. Our oldest son is Autistic and the Autism awareness ribbon has puzzle pieces on it.


Aside from that I was a very poor sub last night and it has left me feeling very icky indeed. I just could not for some reason get into the right mind set or sub space if you will and I am so very dissappointed in myself. So I have decided today that I will surprise hubby when he comes home. I will have a nice meal prepared (wow have I slacked lately), be clean shaven (hehe) and dressed in a manner which let's him know I am ready to be a good girl again, and have the house cleaned. Actually cleaned not the half ass crap I do on a normal day to 'get by'. I find that if I do things throughout the day with him in mind. Such as I am going to clean and then he will be so pleased with me that I am much better at serving him in the evening. If I sit around and be a bumb all day like I was yesterday I am just like blah leave me be. So hopefully my work today will get me back to where I should be and focusing more on him and getting out of myself and if I do good enough maybe I will be rewarded with a proper punishment for last nights crappiness and then an ever so nice reward. A girl can dream can't she