hello Curlycue,
I am also new and submisive. How do you start with this feelings. I start before 3 years, when my wife become more and more agresive to me. After two years of defending, one after she was angry on me and verbaly aggresive. I didn't fight back, just stay silence. She came in bed and ask me to scratch her back. I agree and after few minutes of doing that I feel unressistiable wish to lick her ass and that was the beginig. She accept that normaly and open herself to give me the oportunity to push my thong in her anus. I did it and I couldn't belive how incredible feeling I had when I did it. She start to dance over my head with her ass and I pushed my thong deeper and deeper. Then she started to go away and I despertly try to folow her ass, to not lose a contact. She was very pleased with this and push her ass back starting with final dance before orgasam. She reach orgasam just of my licking her anus. I was hard like stone but she ignore this, so I continued to lick her ass. Slowly and slowly, foloving her excitment. When she was satisfied with that she just pushed my head away and fall a sleep. I feelings was very confused. From one side I was very happy and enjoy her orgasam very much, but from other hand I was excited and can't sleep well. So that was the beggining. These days she is my Queen but that is another story. (Sorry for my english)
Best regards
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