The emotional rollercoaster...I've ridden that one myself. And the most helpful thing I found - a friend to turn to when I thought I was losing it. Someone who would listen, understand, and most of all, settle me down when I was ready to say "the hell with it". Needless to say, she's submissive too - so understands completely.

She kept me sane, kept me positive, and kept me from leaving Him - which would have been a HUGE mistake on my part. I owe her an unrepayable debt of gratitude...and so does He.

I hope you have someone to talk to privately, Echoes. And if not, my email address is in my profile. Feel free to use it at any time.

jeanne