I found it very hard to try to keep the water sucked in and talk at the same time. I knew that i wanted to please this man. But why i asked myself? The answer to his question came to my mind. I wanted to put my trust in someone. I wanted to be guided into a lifestyle i had always dreamed of. I wanted to feel the pain of being whipped,,,humiliated, and be directed how to lead a better life serving a Man that i could call Master. I want to see how far i could be pushed,,,see where my limits could go and even find out what my limits were. As i unloaded all in my mind and heart i looked to this man and wandered could he be the one that i had looked for my whole life. Was he the man in my Dreams,,,that came every night as my eyes shut. That had taken me everynight for years on a journey in my darkest,,and most erotic dreams. I stared at this man for along time Hoping he would accept me for whom i always knew i was.