All too often, one's first D/s relationship will follow a path similar to one's first romantic relationship. Just as that highschool romance can be heartbreaking, it is also a life lesson. A few blossom and last, most don't. But the lessons learned will lead you to making good decisions in the future.

Quote Originally Posted by redsonjaseattle
...and what do i do if he releases me? How do i return his Collar?
Am I crazy?
If he releases you, in my opinion, move on. Maybe even if he doesn't release you. Trying to hang on to a bad D/s relationship can destroy your self esteem. The collar, don't bother. It sounds to me like it was just a prop for him. If he asks for it back, mail it.

Ultimately, you're in charge of your submission.