Well here is my first post! My hands are shaking and sweat on my palms feels cold.

Why so excited?

Maybe its the anticipation of another step towards who knows what depths of pleasures I may find.

Maybe I am just being over the top.

Thanks to those making us newcummers feel welcome! It really is nice.

Reading some profiles makes me think I maybe put bit too much in mine!

I fantasise about being a dom and having a slave. And fantasies I read about modifications and slaves learning to love their position make me................... But in real life the only experience I have is as a sub, and mainly with my wife. To cut a long story short I suggested we start exploring S&M. She was reluctant and I had visions of bringing her to hightened climaxes through all sorts of nasties but the next thing I know I was tied up on my back with hot wax dripping over my chest. And she loves to spank me and hates getting spanked. And I cannot bring myself to force her truly against her will to do something she doesnt want to. Other than that I have been whipped at the Hell Fire Club, but that was all a bit of fun really, nothing major.

but who knows what will happen here? But I am excited anyway.

And I just cant seem to stop desiring hearing someone talk about their own desire for submission, and the impact it has on me, i am very addicted, terribly addicted