Good on you for asking questions. I always maintain that the journey is where you learn the most. Life is always changing, so... change with it. The christian background gives you the roots you may need on your journey, keeping you on the grounds that you choose... taking the ones that fit you.. so to speak. The journey tho.. opens you to all kinds of possibilities, so keep your feet in the beliefs... your mind dreaming all the different roads that will let you grow in all ways... and just follow your heart! And have fun doing it!