From the little bit of insight you have provided, it absolutely seems that you are being abused. Run hard, and run fast. There is a huge difference between D/s and abuse.

Dominants attempt to raise their subs up. Abusers only want to push their victims down.

Of course, he probably does love you. That is what drives him to try to control you. But it doesn't make it ok.

If you have to ask yourself if his actions are ok, they probably aren't. Please get help.