Thank you for your post lily.
I first discovered my attraction to D/s and BDSM through a Gorean chat room.
I didn't learn very much there, as the place was a bit too intense for me.
I have since heard snippets about Gor, but really couldn't quite figure out what it was.
Although I have never fully understood Gor, I understand the basic premise of it, when others live it in real life.
It is rather funny though that what lily has described would be something that I would embrace and live if I had a Dominant to share it with.