hi everyone.... I wanted to say 'hi' since i've been lurking on these forums for months now, and I got up enough nerve to be more than a voyeur and post a greetings.

i'm not sure what i'm suppose to say except 'hi', and tell a little about myself. hmmm.... the truth? or the canned version...

okay, the truth... might as well give it a shot that there could be ONE place in the world where I can be totally honest. i'm a writer and have been writing erotica since 7th grade, when I filled a notebook of tales of a policeman harrassing young women and poolside blowjobs at a neighborhood party. And one of my biggest regrets next to my mother's ex-husband throwing away all my yearbooks was losing that notebook. (growls at the ex-husband)
i am a submissive by nature, but have switched. And I guess it really comes down to what feels the most natural inside... what makes you wet and your belly fill with butterflies. And if that was my gauge, then i would have to say i'm a submissive.
But i will be honest and say that trust is the biggest issue in my life. I am all about secrets... secrets of every variety. i have a Master who loves me and gave me the nick i'm using.

i found out about the lifestyle when i was 30, but i should have seen the signs all along... the cravings, the hunger for something different... *sighs*

okay, i'm beginning to censure myself so let me post this before I change this to the 'canned' version. heh

i've really enjoyed all the personalities on this site and oh-la-la, the stories... thanks to everyone who takes the time to put their thoughts and souls to print..

fp