Some of mine I could keep this up for a long time

[Sir_Russell]

Today's posts pics and another section of my history from about 30 years ago.



It was time to get out of my clothes. My jacket would need cleaning before it could be used again. While I disrobed Trish began to talk, telling me that she had never experienced anything to compare with this evening. Her nervousness had left her, putting her into chatty mood. When my clothes were hung up I turned toward her and asked her “Have I granted you permission to talk?” Apparently she felt her role was over and said “No.” My intense stare startled her. “Are you serious?” then with a strained stutter she said, “No Master, but I thought it was finished.”

“This is my weekend, I will do the thinking not you. You will do what I tell you to, when I tell you to.” I sat on the bed pulled her to me and whispered “you must be punished, bring me my bag.” This was another test, another place for her to throw in the towel. To my great delight she did as directed.

My bag produced a small ball gag, which I placed in her mouth and buckled behind her head. The gag size was designed to allow her some speech if she was will to work at it. I use a gag sparingly, preferring to hear the sound my sub made be they pain or pleasure. I choose the gag for its mental hardship, another test which she had passed. Now I indicated that I wanted her to lie across my lap. Head down ass up, she could not mistake what I intended to do to her. “

“Pet, I want you to listen to me. I only use pain to drive home a point that the slave is not getting or worse refusing to do. I have had subs that enjoy pain, crave pain, but I do not believe you are one who does. Normally this offense would be ten spanks with a tool of my choosing, but I will only deliver five this time. Remember your role unless I directly allow you to behave in a more normal manner until we live here Sunday. The next time you forget I promise you ten strokes and the five that I am withholding now. Pay me the proper respect by not fighting the strokes. Do you understand?”

“Yes Master,” in a very timid voice.

Now some Doms would deliver only pain when punishing a sub, but I like to mix in some pleasure for the sub. This blurs the distinction of what is pain and what is pleasure. Causing much less dread in the sub and can increase their desire to experiment further. I have known Doms that have lost their subs because the Dom failed to make the scene pleasurable for the sub. I do not believe that there are many true masochists. Treat the sub with care and respect or you will learn that without a sub you have no one to dominate.

Whack. Now I rub her ass with one hand and cup a breast with the other. Now lightly caress her pussy lip and kiss her back between her shoulders. Whack. Lightly massaging her breast, gentle I teased her nipples and small love bites on her neck. I was pleased that she arched her back into my lips. Whack. A small whimper slipped from her mouth. I ran one hand lightly down her breast, belly and to massage her clit. The other hand went to the top of her back; traced light wandering patterns down her back until it slowly came to her ass. Now the fingertips are replaced by the whole hand lightly rubbing and kneading her cheeks. Her breathing becomes quick and deeper, she push her ass up higher allowing easier access for my hands. I leave her ass and slowly push my finger into her pussy allowing a knuckle to rhythmically touch her anus with each finger stroke. The fingers of my other hand slide along her clit. I kept this up until I could hear her pre cum sounds. Whack. “Oh Master” seemed to be what she said around the gag. Both hands are back to their previous tasks and I am kissing and licking her back. “One more my Pet”. Her breathing becomes more excited. I allow a finger to lightly enter her anus. Trish makes a noise that I can’t describe, not a sound of pain and not a sound of pleasure but guttural and low. Suddenly Trish surprises once more by climaxes hard. Whack. Trish hardly seems to notice the last slap but continues to moan and begins to tremble. I pushed the gag aside and slide two fingers into her mouth. Her moans change, she begins to suck on my fingers and her whole body clinches.

Time seems to pass slowly, Trish’s tremors diminish until they come to a stop. I remove the gag entirely from her and help her into a seated position beside me.

“Well my Pet how are you feeling?” I ask.

“Ru,” then she remembers not to use my name, “Master, what are you doing to me? I don’t understand what is happening. I …I have never felt like this.”

“I will make you feel many things you have never allowed yourself to feel. I want you to feel warm and safe, knowing that you belong with me and to me, as you will find that I belong to you. I promise your life with me will not be boring. I need you to want to be my slave, my life, “ I told her while holding her face and looking intently into her eyes.

“Yes my Master, I am still afraid but I trust you.” Trish without realizing it put emphasis on being unsure by looking away as she spoke. Another time this would earn a punishment but not tonight.