You ever scare yourself?

[Hime]

Hime, what is your source material that your fanfic is based on? I'm sure you can post a book or movie title here without retribution- my interest from reading your inner debate is piqued. As far as being bothered by your fantasies, I think that you should go easy on yourself. Particularly when just writing a story (not to diminish its significance or anything). I myself have a couple of very violent fantasies that I would be greatly disturbed by should they ever actually happen in R/L, to me or anyone else. The point of it all is for them remain in fantasyland, where it's safe to explore what-ifs and inklings of desires without any consequences. Writing is the perfect way to "live" out these fantasies, so I think you should go for it in your writing! Good luck,
-Phan, her wheels turning

I didn't mention it mostly because I was curious to see if anyone would guess. The story is based on the TV series Dexter.

Thanks everyone for your input. I have been talking to my husband/Master, who has been writing erotic fiction for a long time, about this conversation and what you've said, and I think it's helped me come to a better understandings of the conflicts within my own life, and in my own head, right now.