hey everybody. im sub84 creative i know lol. ive fantasized about being dominated by a man for as long as i can remember as well as being tied up etc. im very new to this life and dont have much experience. any advice offered is greatly appriciated. im having a problem finding a dom ive had several bf's that have been so turned off by the idea of D/s that they ended things right there. the one that agreed on trying it got too carried away and while he enjoyed it, it wasnt a good experience for me.