You ever scare yourself?

[Arria]

I think most of us meet that point sooner or later.

What usually helps me is a) reading stories or b) going to a party and see what other people dream about / actually do. It leaves me with a comfortable feeling of "my, am I harmless by comparison".

:-)

[markus_valtion]

i scare myself on a regular basis. sometimes i have days that my fanatasies are just to dark and evil for me to handle. i often fantasize about demons. massacres being killed or tortured to death. unfortunately it doesnt stop there.

i have had alot of bad stuff hapen to me when i was little and its only making things worse. i often wake up screaming shaking and covered in sweat and sometime realy horny.

but over the years i have learned not to run away from it but to embrace it.
i think about what hapend and about what it could mean. i try to find symbols in my dreams. and i look up the meaning in books that explain dreams. and see what they could mean.

to me fantasies, dreams and nightmare are scary but for a reason. they help me through my everyday life.

[casie1124]

I have actually been thinking this myself lately. I often times surprise myself with the things I fantasize about. I'm not sure why but my imagination left to wonder goes down some very dark places. Sometimes I wonder if I'll ever have the courage to act some of them out, and others well they are just things of thought never action