a touching post, you sound very strong.

im sorry things have been so bad for you,i hope there starting to look up a little. its good you have your two sons by your side they can be hard work but they bring a lot of laughter and love with them too.
so do cats,people sometimes laugh at me but i find cats are very sensitive and always know just when people need 'petting' too.
so enjoy your cat

naff post sorry,i just wanted to say all the best, icey xx