common traits

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oh i am so PISSED right now.......spend thirty minutes typing out a heart felt post and then when you hit the button, get that "you are not authorized, refresh page" thingy (might tie into that fiery temper thing)

anyway
cries easily at sad movies....almost embarrassingly so
low boredom threshhold....there are currently studies being done because this seems to be why i'm always getting into things i probably shouldn't...lolol
wants things done yesterday....yes, i WANT them done yesterday....but i am a HORRIBLE procrastinator and it's usually the day it HAS to be done before i accomplish it
feels like nothing i do is ever good enough....very much so, and possibly something to support icey's theory on mental disorders (more on that later). i also wonder if (for those of us who have been abused) hearing "you'll never amount to anything", "no one else will ever want you", etc set a precedence for these feelings.
dislikes sci-fi and action movies....for those of you out there that are buffs, please pardon what i'm about to say because it is just MY opinion. Have any of you guys watched the Sci-Fi channel lately???? OMG!! i have never seen a more stupid movie in my LIFE!! Some action movies are ok......but i have seen EVERY animated movie ever released *borrows some of icey's rags and skips down the golden path into the sunset looking for her*

i have thought long and hard on introducing this next topic, because it is going to be very controversial and i don't want to get bashed for it, but.....why not. Has anyone besides me every been told they have an "addictive personality"? i am not referring to just drugs or alcohol, although those apply as well. i was told at one point in my life that anything that i found pleasureable, or would help me *escape* from reality was potentially dangerous for me because i could lose my perspective very easily. This perhaps may be to the lack of self-discipline that was briefly mentioned in another post. It may also go hand in hand with icey's theory, and is often a symptom or a direct result of past abuse. It has taken me many years and alot of hard work to deal with this aspect of myself and it continues on a daily basis. i was just wondering if it's an isolated occurence, or if anyone else has had the same difficulties.

For those of you who haven't, i'm very glad for you. i am hoping in a big way that there are not alot of flaming comments or insults because of these thoughts. i have heard more than enough by people who do not understand the nature of the problem that it is personal weakness, lack of self-discipline, something you can fix all by yourself, etc. To say that it requires ALOT of work to manage it is an understatement. But i do look forward to other's opinions.