life became normal again ,I went back to my job after a month of getting over the torn tissue inside me and getting over the the terrible feeling of betrayal .It was a few months later when Tim entered the picture , he asked me out ,but I was still afraid of being hurt .He kept asking and finally I agreed .
It was fun to be out with a nice guy ,he never pressed me for sex and that was fine with me as I had no desire to go to bed with anyone,Tara still remained strong in my memory and I had to admit I was still attracted to other women.Tim asked me to join him for weekend at his cottage ,to which i reluctantly agreed..
I put him off the whole time we were there > He wasnt to happy about it but didnt force the issue.We kept dating and I kept turning him down, I thought he would have told me to take a hike but he kept coming around. It was a Satuday morning when I went and answered a knock on the door .
I opened the door and Tara stood grinning at me ,I was stunned , i couldnt move or speak .She pushed past me ,turning taking my face and kissing me .What do you want I stammerd .She laughed .Im back in town and need a place to stay