My name is Angela, and I am 25. I am also submissive, and I believe that it all (BDSM) started with my rape experiences. I was not abused as a child, but I had had 3 rape experiences. The first one I was only 15, and there were 4 boys. Like Melissa, I turned out to be enjoying the experience deep down... They never roughed me up or beat me, just held me down, caressed me... maybe that has played a role. Anyways, when I was 22, I got raped again, I was with my best female friend, and they were 5 men in their 40s. I was really surprised that I was almost "waiting" for it to happen, again, deep down... We never reported it... And in a month we had a conversation with that best female friend. I asked her straight, and she would not deny that she could have found these men attractive too. So, we went to the other part of the city, and started chatting with a group of teens who were playing a football. Well, you probably know what happened next... my 3d time. Well, I recognize that this might be unbelievable to some, as I could not have believed my reactions myself...

Quote Originally Posted by prey4me
This is (mainly) for Bald J_and_F:

Take a moment and check out this post in the stories section of the Forum:

Victim of rape who experienced erotic pleasure Maybe a girl who experiences real rape can/does get sexually excited!

Personally, I don't care for the scenario, when it comes to fantasy fiction. But "Lost Innocense" makes an interesting point...from her own experience!

Anyway, I just bring it up as food for thought, and discussion.