I would hope you've thought it all through and know that this is something you can do (jealousy is hard nut to get past).

Polyamorus is not something that appeals to me personally but I'm greedy like that. I also don't think it can be done in satisfaction or fairness to All parties involved. Works great for the Master obviously, but I see it as highly selfish to put two or more gurls on a substandard level like that, you're never number one to him and always vying back and forth with each other.

Some idealists see it as 'gaining as sister' and oh, how great for the sub, she gets so much ....blah, blah, blah - have you ever seen two women who can live together and realistically share a man? What if he sleeps with slave X more than slave Y? slave Y can't say anything because it's for her Master's pleasure and isn't that why she's there in the first place?

All complete crap imo - I'm worth far more than to be anything less than his Only one. Sounds self important and it is, just because I'm sub, doesn't mean I lose value or should expect to be any less respected than anyone else.

I wish you luck as only you know what you realistically can and cannot accept.