Quote Originally Posted by Silke
Dear Warbaby,

I'm so glad that you feel comfortabe enough here to post something so intimate here. Your openness is amazing and I thank you so much for sharing.


After what you've said before I'm sure that you indeed could make her understand.


But doesn't it only show how much you enjoyed yourself? And isn't that a compliment for the Mistress? Those would be the thoughts that made me feel good about myself again in that regard. I don't even think you'd have broken off the session if it hadn't been for your guilty conscience about somehow cheating your wife more when you have an orgasm.


Silke
Silke,

I do somehow feel very comfortable here and that is a great feeling to now have friends to discuss these types of matters with. I thank everyone for that feeling.

My wife is a great lady, very loving, very compassionate, best mother in the world, and loved by everyone she comes in contact with. As well as we have come to know each other, I'm still not certain that she would understand. The only thing I have going in that area is she is/was aware of my desires. We haven't even broached the subject in years. Otherwise, we have an enviable life and sex life together.


I agree it does show that I enjoyed myself and that is exactly what the mistress said. I guess I really wasn't expecting nor did I really want to cum but she said that is part of her job. She was absolutely great and I can't say that often enough. She even seemed to honestly care about my feelings of embarrassment and did her best to get me over and past it. I really didn't give her much of a chance given the fact that I left very quickly. The thought immediately went through my mind and I was just wondering if she were picturing me as a grandfather image, she was that caring. It felt like pity and I couldn't handle it at the time.

I would not have broken off the session had it not been for the orgasm. As I said before, there was still so much to experience.