I am also fascinated with medieval tortures of all kinds. I am 25, and I sometimes fantasise about being caught by a group of young men, a medical professional among them, being brought to their "safe place" where nobody could hear me, and then being savagely sexually tortured in the most extreme ways. In my fantasies, my private parts are burnt, cut. Big nails are used on my breasts, they are electroshocked, and then cut, my nipples and areolae are removed, and the physician immediately performs the procedure to stop the blood simultaneously enhancing my pain even further. Then the genital tortures would be performed...