Thanks everyone

So, major differences... Sorry if this gets long, I always take forever to explain things and give too much information sometimes (I don't even know if anyone will read this). Anyway, age is one difference. I'm 18 now, still a senior in high school, and he is 28. We've been together since about August two years ago. You do the math. I've been living with him since then too. Just to clear up any possible confusion, legally I was supposed to live with my aunt but that... wasn't working. She's sort of across the street from us too, and doesn't mind our situation (enough to stop it at least). Yes, he did kind of lure me to him when I was at a pretty low point in life, and I went into his house without thinking really, not caring what would happen to me at that point. Turned out alright though.

Anyway, basically... he has total control over my life, decides almost everything for me, and I am completely dependent upon him economically. I'm not allowed to get my driver's license or get a job, etc. He does like to be called Master, but it is not required. I don't know if I'd consider myself a slave though. While I must do everything he asks of me, he doesn't make me do chores or anything like that. In fact, he loves taking care of me and acts kind of as a parent towards me. He feeds me, takes me shopping and buys me clothes he would like me to wear, drives me to school & picks me up afterwards, etc. I also happen to have quite an obsession with Disney and Care bears (kid stuff) and he loves to buy me toys pertaining to them, he thinks my interest in them is cute lol.

If I wanted to though, I could not leave him. There aren't any contracts or anything, and no safe words either. I'll admit, it HAS gotten out of hand sometimes. Do I enjoy everything he does to me? Yes. For the most part. I don't know if anyone here does this (I haven't seen it mentioned anywhere), but lately he's been cutting me and drinking my blood more often. I still haven't decided if I like that. It is rather creepy, but.. I dunno, I always thought the whole vampire thing was pretty sexy. It's just weird when it's actually happening to you. However, I fully enjoy that he is doing what he wants to me.

I don't have anyone to talk to really about him or us. It's frustrating. I have two online best friends (I was a computer nerd before I met him, and he allows me to use his computer still ^^) and they don't like him at all. They just think he's totally taking advantage of me, is too aggressive and abusive, etc. But how is it abuse if I like it? I want it and need it. So, every time I mention him or something me and him did together around them they just get annoyed and tell me to leave him already. I love them but I wish they'd be more supportive.

Can't think of anything else to say... kind of braindead after doing a stupid school project. But there you go, that's basically what my life is like now.