Well put Oz, I had to cut my post short.![]()
Wise words there Mina. There's a fine line between fantasy &.....whatever.
Use your head as well as your heart.
Another thing that concerns me at least, is your age. You started doing this when you were 16?
Many people do get involved in serious shennanigans, but not at that age. I think it's wise to start getting involved in D/s play at 18 or 20. Not sure it's good to be involved to such an extent at your age.
I mentioned this to 3 of my friends today, 2 of whom have a lot of experience in D/s play. They all said it sounds very dangerous.
You can do what you want in your life, but I think you know as well as we do- you're on the edge, if not actually falling off it.
Oh, & just because you enjoy something, doesn't mean it's not abuse.
Take care.
Tojo