Claire exited the elevator a bundle of nerves. Her palms were sweaty, and she was having trouble breathing. She felt like she wanted to throw up the cup of Tension Tamer tea she drank to calm her nerves. ‘This isn’t good’ she said to herself, ‘What the hell am I doing here? I could just turn away now- turn away and run fast, back to my nice, safe home, with my candles, books and rather impressive shoe collection. he doesn’t know me, he doesn’t know what I look like, or where I live, he can never find me. What crazy lunatic of a 21st century women agrees to something like this?’ she wondered as she made her way to the door.
Number 1122, their number.
It was a nice touch that he remembered. Claire stood outside the door for quite a while just staring at it, trying to decide what to do - once she went inside there was no turning back. She closed her eyes and tried to think if this was what she really wanted. Without waiting for an answer, she unlocked the door and went inside.
‘Some things should just be left to fate’ she said to herself.
Claire was surprised and disappointed to find the room empty. There was a light on next to the bed, but that was it. He wasn’t there. Claire wasn’t sure if she was happy or not about this though she let out a huge sigh of relief. After she hung up her coat, she surveyed the room a little more thoroughly and noticed the package on the bed with a note on top. Being the type of girl who loved presents, she quickly opened the box inspecting the contents. Inside was a blindfold, a pair of black stockings, a pair of come ‘fuck me’ heels, a butt plug and a collar; her collar. She gasped in surprise as she lifted it out of the box. He had mentioned that he would buy one for her, but she always assumed he was joking. ‘That goes to show you what I get for assuming’, she mused to herself. She ran her hands along the leather- it was very smooth and cool to the touch. Being an expert in leather goods (normally shoes and purses of course), she assessed the quality - the weight, the thickness, and the texture.
The collar met with her high standards.
She put it up to her neck to see what it would feel like, turned her head to the mirror to see what it would look like. Suddenly she remembered the note attached to the box and quickly retrieved it, tearing it open to see what it said.
My slutty slave,
I shall be arriving shortly and you will be sure you are prepared for Me. I require you to remove all of your clothing and put on the items you found in the box.
First you will put on your collar, so that you know you are mine and you will feel your submission to Me. You are to wear the collar and nothing else for 20 minutes as you stand in the corner across from the bed and think about what is means to be My possession. Once you have truly accepted your fate, that you are in My hands and you have no say in what occurs.
After your 20 minutes is up, you must go to the bathroom and wash up. I expect that you will brush your teeth, freshen up your make-up, and shave your pussy, just in case you didn’t get all the hairs this morning.
You will brush your hair. You will use the hairbrush I have left in the bathroom, and think about the fact that later tonight I will use it to spank you quite harshly if you have disobeyed any of My instructions. Once you are done in the bathroom, you are to return to the bedroom and finish dressing. Before you put the blindfold on, you will send me an SMS and let me know you are ready and waiting.
Then you will return to your corner, put the blindfold on, place your hands behind your back and have your head bowed in a submissive position. You will spend this time thinking about the fact that you have given yourself to Me to do as I wish, and this time there will be no negotiation and no discussion. What I say goes - your opinion means nothing to Me.
If you aren’t in this position when I arrive, I will presume you aren’t really serious about us meeting and will leave without another word.
Your Master
‘How dare he?’, she thought as she threw the collar across the room. ‘My opinion means nothing to him’, she fumed, ‘I am not his - I belong to myself! Did he not live through the 80’s? A woman has the right to choose, equality, a right to say no. Who the hell does he think he is?’
As Claire sat there pouting, she tried to remind herself that she wanted this, she had agreed to meet him, more than that, she had begged to meet him. He had never demanded.
Claire undressed slowly, first removing her shirt and looking at her breast in the mirror. She was wearing a peach colored bra that complimented her pale flesh. She removed one strap followed by the second, slowly revealing her full, ripe breasts, breasts that were aching to be stroked. Claire took her heavy breasts in her hands, weighing them, before touching her pink nipples, which harden as she rubbed her fingers lightly along them. While playing with her erect nipples, she started imaging what his mouth would feel like on them as he licked them slowly, sucked them and finally bit them. He knew how sensitive her breasts and nipples were and would spend a lot of time twisting and biting them. As she took off her see through lacy thong panties bought specially for the meeting, she touched her pussy. She was surprised to find it hot and open. Her pussy was waiting to be filled, pulled and, and something more. Claire pondered for a moment. She wanted her pussy, her sex – she struggled to find the right word – abused.
Her finger ran along her slit to her clit and she almost jumped in shock from how swollen and aroused she was. She shouldn’t have been surprised had she thought about it- her mind and her body were always at odds with her submission. Her mind fought it every step of the way, wanting to remain the controlled businesswoman of her non-sexual life, while her body ran towards submission, screaming and begging for more. She continued to fold her clothes and put them tidily away on the back of a chair. She put her belt from her jeans on top, she wanted him to use it, but wasn’t brave enough to ask. She hoped he would see it and understand. The idea of being beaten with her own belt was overwhelmingly seductive to Claire.
When she was naked, Claire put the collar on.
It had an instant reaction. She found that wearing the collar calmed her and put her into a more submissive frame of mind. She looked at her folded clothes checking all was as he demanded and went to stand in the corner; her corner.
As she stood there, she thought about the last few months and what they had meant to her. They had met online. Claire had been bored one night and trolling around in the chat rooms. However, on this particular Sunday night, she was bored with teasing the guys looking for cyber sex. The usual thrill she got out of telling them that she was a 5’11” blonde Amazon with 38D breasts just wasn’t working, she was looking for something different. In the adult section of the chat rooms was a BDSM dungeon, which she thought sounded interesting. Her idea was the check it out and tease a few guys on there before she went to bed. She was on the site about five minutes when he sent her an instant message.
Are you looking for a Master, my little sex kitten?
What exactly does that require? (Snickering slightly)
It requires that you do whatever I say, whenever I say it no matter what you are thinking or feeling. You will be mine to use as I see fit.
Oh, well in that case, no I don’t think so. I like being in control of my life and can’t see myself belonging to anyone else, but thanks for asking. (freak, she thinks)
I disagree. You are obviously looking for something. Why else would you be here. I think you really secretly desire to lose control, to give yourself away to someone else. The idea of being another’s bitch is appealing to you. I bet you are wet right now, just thinking about it.
Claire was shocked by his response, and even more shocked by the physical reaction that had occurred in her body. He was right, she was wet. Although she never admitted that to Him, they did keep talking. And so it began…
Early on she has commented on how she would never be able to cum on his command. It just wouldn’t be possible. She had actually told him that the idea fascinated her. His response was one she would never forget,
“Rest assured that you will learn to obey my every wish, not just because I command it, but because you, your body, your very soul wants to obey me. Every ounce of your being is going to be mine to command. And Claire; there is no doubt at all in my mind, and shouldn’t be in yours either, to command you to orgasm will be simple!”