My God Amber.......my prayers and my thoughts are with you. Both. Perhaps i am the only one seeing this, but the love that you two share is something that ALL of us can aspire too! Amber, you're submission is a gift beyond compare. i do not know, and will never know the story behind the pain that you must be feeling now, but your determination to bear it BECAUSE of the love you have for J-Go makes me feel so very humble and so very, very sad. When someone asks me what true love means to me........i will think of you both.

Amber, when you made the statement that the decision he made was part of the reason that you fell so in love with him........it truly made me look at myself. To be able to look at the reason behind the decision, and to accept that as part of the man that you fell in love with....*shaking my head and wiping tears*. You are a beautiful soul Amber........and so very very rare. Your gift of expression is something that published authors can only wish to aspire to.

You are in my prayers, hun. And your beauty will never fade.......or never diminish. I know that life is not fair.......but i also truly believe that karma, fate, or destiny (whatever you wish to call it)......brings people into our lives that make us stronger, better, and more true to ourselves. You have my heartfelt sympathies, but reading your feelings, and your strength......God has something very special planned for you. Small comfort at this time.......i know this. But God bless you for making me.........and others i'm sure, understand what the TRUE meaning of submission is Amber.

Be well.......and i'll pray for you
tyd