Orgasm on Demand

[Silke]

Hey fantassy...how wonderful that you keep this thread alive and share your experiences so freely. It's still one of the most exciting threads to follow.

You were asking whether anyone else was experimenting with this...well, my Master and I have looked into this for a bit, but under different circumstances. We're just online - the typing kind of online - and I believe that might not be quite as fast or intense as what you and Brosco are doing. It's still been a wonderful experience so far and I wouldn't want to miss it for the life of me. *grins*

The way we've been playing is through masturbation on an auditory cue - damn, that sound gets me going alright by now - and then attempting to cum on command through a typed command. As I said before...it's a much slower medium and I'd much prefer actually hearing him...but we've been getting closer and closer to cumming on command step by step. It's genuinely happened once so far (*grins* and what a beauty this one was), and the rest of the time I'm managing to reach my peak pretty close to the command but not necessarily on it.

I guess what makes it a lot more difficult is that it's harder for him to judge how close I am to cumming by just reading my comments, and therefore he sometimes might be just a tad too early. OR, as Brosco said when he was still around...it really might be a question of switching from denial/teasing to allowing myself to cum. I've noticed that this switch is not always an easy one for me to make. I'm usually actively trying to force an orgasm instead of taking myself back and allowing things to happen...and the one time it worked on cue it really sneaked up on me. lol

Anyway - whatever comes out of this training...it's SO much FUN! And I'll gladly continue trying (or letting go for that matter ) regardless of whether we finally get there or not.

Hope to hear more of your success stories....or challenges. You're an inspiration! *smiles*

Silke

[fantassy]

Thanks for sharing Silke. It must be incredibly hard to do this merely through typing. I would never be able to describe my feelings accurately enough for him to be able to judge if he couldn't hear me. Moreover, it must be incredibly hard for you to have to divide your attention between typing, reading and feeling. No wonder you have trouble just relaxing and letting it happen - you've had so many things to do ! I have the luxury of being able to lay back and just focus on that cute Aussie voice through the headphones and feel. For me it's very important to be able to turn my brain off, go into subbie mode and just do as instructed. Brosco calls it giving me a mind-cleaning, lol. Once we're in the midst of playing, I basically go pre-verbal - managing only moans, groans, gasps, whimpers, aha, uh a, and the occasional yes sir, no sir.

Lest you wonder about the speed of our progress - we're both single and have quite a bit of time on our hands right now, so we spend hours talking each day/night.

And you're right, who really cares if we ever achieve the ultimate goal, we are having SO much fun in the trying.

fantassy