It didn't take long before the men who uncerimoniously dumped me on the floor picked me back up. I lost purchase on my ankles and my back started screaming at me again. I was grimacing when I felt them hang me up by a rope tied between my ankles and wrists. The pain I felt before was nothing compared to what I now felt. My back felt as if it was about to break, my thighs were screaming and my abs were stretched tight like a snare drum. I was unable to take a deep breath, I was reduced to shallow panting, which was causing a light-headed feeling within me.

After spinning me and making me feel sick, the man with the cowboy boots leaned into my face and asked me how I was feeling. "How are you feeling, slut? Enjoying the party so far? Hey, slut, I ask you a question!"

[I]Shit[I] I thought, How am I feeling? I feel like shit! I feel sore, I feel afraid, I feel like I might not make it through tonight! but all I did was hang there and pant. That's all I could do. At this point, I couldn't even close my eyes, my hair was pulling back on my face so much.

I could feel hands all over my body and even though my mind was screaming at the intrusion, I was helpless to do anything about it. To make matters worse, my body was betraying me. I was beginning to get the slightest inklings of sexual lust; but I'll be damned if I was going to let it take over. This is wrong I thought, and I almost blurted out that I would not turn them into the cops if they let me go. I don't know what stopped me from saying it because the urge was overwhelming. I was shocked to discover that it was the curiosity that surfaced. Curiosity about how far they would go.

"Here, play with her, get her close, but don't let her cum." I heard the "boss" say. That's what I was beginning to think of him; as the "boss". My heart started to thud when I heard those words. It really started double-timing when I heard him say: If she gets too close, just bring her down with some pain--you know, whip her cunt, pierce her tits, whatever you think will work."

Oh, god I thought, I should have just stayed home.