it is very brave of you to share your story with us, i hope all will turn out well for you

i dont know what country yu are in sis, but here there are outreach programs for battered and or abused that help wemon get away from thier abusers, yu may also consider documenting any abuse that has or is occuring for later use in legal proceedings etc,

your first consern should be your imedieate saftey, i will pray for you sis