Does anyone else take Psychiatric medication.

[Leahsworm]

i take a number of what are called psychotropic medications which make me very placid and submissive to Mistress Leah. Although She does not keep me in a jail cell, i often fantasize about it. Mistress Leah does however, keep a locked steel collar on my neck and my hands cuffed to a chain around my waist and chains on my ankles to hobble me, 24/7, unless She is disciplining me. i sleep bound in a leather sleepsack at the foot of Mistress Leah's King size bed. i spend my days as a live in slave, cleaning and doing chores. Mistress lets me use the computer so long as i have completed all the tasks that She has assigned to me. i have not been out of the house for almost 3 years now, except for my every 3 month visit to the Psychiatrist for follow up and medication renewal. I must take the bus to the Doctor. I always get laughed at on the bus and in the Doctors office, but i don't care anymore.

i find that on the medications that i can take severe torture. Mistress Leah is an extremely sadistic Lady and tortures me unmercifully. i have learned to enjoy the torture and even look forward to it. i wear a CB 3000 but it really does not matter because the meds do not allow me to get an erection anyway. The CB is mostly because i am not allowed to touch myself. Mistress Leah does not want me to get an erection anyway, so it is all well and good. She says that it is disrespectful to get a hard on in front of Her unless She wants to see it hard. If She desires me to be erect, She gives me a shot in the penis of a drug called Edex. It makes me hard within a few minutes and lasts for 2 hours or so. I get a shot of Edex on my birthday and am allowed to jerk off for Mistress Leah while She pulls on the hemostat clamps that She loves to attatch to my nipples.

i am also very modified. i am completely shaved, head to toe. i have a 6 gauge tongue stud, a septal piercing with a 4 gauge ring in my nose. i also have 2 gauge nipple rings and a matching 2 gauge Prince Albert in my pud. i also have 2 tattoos on the right side of my ass. The top one says "Property of Mistress Leah" under that one it says "worm". On the left side of my ass, i have ying yang colored red and black with a set of handcuffs inside the circle. i am also branded. "ML" above my right nipple and an "L" above my pud, on my pubic patch.

Some people would consider me a "sicko", i prefer, a willing participant, in the art of being an extreme slave, to a true believer in Female Domination.