Many of my friends have gotten upset with me for not leaving because "i should know better". However, they do no understand what it takes to leave.. Thank you for the support and the concern, you really are all sisters in this battle, and i hope that some day your courage will rub off when the timing is right. i remind myself every morning when i am blessed to wake up that no matter what horrors the day may hold; i will be ok, i will survive, and one day i will leave..