Quote Originally Posted by Virulent View Post
you're willing to go to much greater lengths for it than most people. Stay hardcore!
I disagree completely with your statement. I do not feel greater lengths should include altering our mental and physical capacity.

I'm sorry Worm, I echo the same concern as others.

For whatever reasons you need to be medicated, accepting and withstanding your slavehood should absolutely not be one of them. Although your choices are surely more hardcore than my own, that's not what I have concern over- it's whether or not you are lucid enough to be making these decisions.

Also, it's never safe to play in an altered state and you say your medication allows you to endure more severe tortures. The unaltered state of our body and mind has a way of letting us know when we are at our threshold. You can't be aware of your own body's limits, and also may be causing permanent damage.

Please don't take this as an attack either- it's genuine concern.