Thank you so much for all the concern. i have always wanted to be owned. It has always been my fantasy. i was unable to acheive this goal before, due to my paranoid schizophrenia and my schizo-affective disorder.

Now, medication is controlling my illness and allowing me to be in a relationship where before i was totally unable to maintain any kind of relationship.

Mistress knows of this and is very supportive of my ability to make(believe it or not)decisions on my own. i want this kind of relationship and have always dreamed of it. i am very happy, more than i have ever been in my life.

Mistress Leah inflicts no permanent damage on me. SHE loves me. SHE also loves to whip and punish me but never once has SHE hurt me beyond my limits nor has SHE done anything considered out of line. i just can take longer and harder beatings but nothing more than bruises or welts are EVER left on my body.

i guess that i should have been more specific in my description of our relationship.

The bottom line, as i said before, is that i am happy and in no danger.