victims of abuse support for submissives

[Rowen]

One thing that hatred did give me was a feeling of power. That powerful hate fueled all kinds of fantasies which became darker and darker over time. .
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Yes, indeed it gives you an uncanning feeling of power...I could see it right for my eyes. In every detail. In fact, I ran TO the police, scared to hell I would take matters in my own hands. The only thing those idiots did was ask what I expected from them, then telling me there was nothing they could do..

It's that feeling of power that scared the hell out of me when I was dominating...much more like the "gently guy" even if that means submitting.