Hi,
I have been in the lifestyle about 6 years; both public and private. I spent a lot of time online in the beginning and than found the public scene in Chicago. After 4 years of seraching and learning, I found my Master. We were recently married (6 months ago) and I am learning to adjust to what he desires.
I love pain, humiliation and being forced to do nasty things. However I also find it hard to let go and be "good".
I am here to learn more about myself and to also learn how to be a better slave to my Master.
pet