Thank you, Master Evan, for permission to post.
Master Evan doesn't need to do too much to punish me because I am so hard on myself when I have messed up... In fact, he has to work a lot with me on the aftercare side of things because my feelings of contrition run deep and are hard to purge. I know I apologize too often, too. So far Master Evan has been tolerant of that (thank you, Master!). So I completely understand the need to do more to make things up, as I feel that way myself. I usually do as her_Joe said and work extra hard to obey and make Master's wishes the center of my attention. Oh, and I usually send pictures, too (Master Evan enjoys seeing me smiling so he knows I have forgiven myself). And thank you, Ozme52, for this:
"So an excellent way to thank me is to request I now take my pleasure... even if it may also entail an activiy you, as the sub, might not particularly enjoy. Asking for that particular activity is, in essence, your gift of thanks."
I think I will take this to heart, as well, and offer Master Evan whatever pleasure he wants to show my thanks for his forgiveness.![]()