I call myself a sub but I would be just as happy in the Dominant position. Either role, I don't care.

I don't know what pleasure others get from this but my focus, my love, my passion is for the submissive role. I would relish being in the role of a submissive, experiencing it from the inside. I would relish being in the role of dominant, not for the experience of being dominant, but for the experience of witnessing the submissive go through the experience. Seeing it calmly and objectively without the pressure of being under duress, taking in the reactions.

There is nothing particularly enthralling to me about being in a position of power. I'd happily take that position, but that wouldn't be the motivation.

So, does that make me a switch? Perhaps but probably not. My focus is pinpoint on submission, I have no interest in dominance itself. Am I a sub, then? Perhaps but probably not. Am I confused? Yes, completley, but no more than any other hairless ape stumbling around on this spinning rock.