I have been thinking and I want him to understand that it is not the fact that he went out of town for family medical reasons unexpectedly that bothers me but rather the fact that him knowing how much I wanted to see him this past week that he did not call before he went away. If he had called me when he was still in toronto and quickly left me even a message saying an urgent family matter came up he will see me sat night and that he is sorry to not be able to see this week I would be understanding. I would not have gotten so angry with him and I would not have sent him the angry e-mail I did on friday morning.
I also want to address the no sex issue. I want to know how he came to this conclusion that a master can't have sex with his slave and that I have been talking to other doms and subs and they for the most part have full sex.
I also want to address the fact that yes he is stressed but how does he expect me to understand his stress if he does not tell me what his stress is. I also thought of something else. As my dom or master he is responsible for my safety so if he can't play with me as often as I'd like but would still like to remain my master then why not he himself find me a dom to play with when he can't be around. This way I know the dom he has picked for me is safe and I can still get satisfied.
This is what I was thinking of telling him. Do I sound fair?