Thanks everybody for being so sweet and making feel not so embarrassed.

I told you guys my problem so now let me tell you a little about myself so you it might be a little easier to answer my questions or give me some advise (that is if you don't mind). You are probley thinking....you have a real bimbo here.

About a year after filing for a legal seperation from my 1st husband of 20 years.....I met my current husband and fell head over heels for him. After about 2 month of us seeing each other he got in an all fired hurry for me to get a divorce. Soooooo stupid me files for a divorce and gives my ex EVERYTHING. I know thats dumb now...but I don't guess I was thinking with head :0). Okay.....from age 19 to 44 I have been with only to men. But I thought I was pretty worldly. My ex and I have done some heavy....lets partying. But nothing in my life has prepared me for this. I will try anything once. But I don't even know what it is I am suppose to be trying. I know he wants to be the sub. And I am thinking?????Oh this is just great I can "roll with the flow" I guess you would say as being sub. But me be the Dom??? Heeeelp!!! I don't know what I am suppose to do, where to do it, how to act or what to say. Can anybody give me some kinda idea on how to get this show on the road?? Can you buy books on this???He is wanting me to pierce his nipples!!! WITH WHAT????? I guess I am sounding like a counrty bumpkin to you guys. And I don't mean to come off that way. I just don't know anything about what he is wanting. When I ask him questions he always has to tell me what his exwife did, and says she is a pro. Well hell with her. I want to make him forget he ever had an ex "PRO".
I am okay with the dressing up. I am still in good shape for 44 years old and can still turn some heads now and then. But I don't know what happens next. Is there anybody out there that wants to be an online teacher ????? and help walk me through this???? I am a little shy about this but turned on just same. I don't think he is into anything real hard core. I think it is more being bossed around and mild pain. He said something about hot wax?? Spanking?? Being tied up to the bed??? Anyway...sorry I got carried away with this post. Anybody got any kinky suggestions to help get this started.