You have my sympathies BBW, sorry it didn't work out the way you wanted. As my friend said, at least you're not silly enough to just put up with whatever you can get from him.

If you read my posts, you'll see I never offer advice. However I have a question for you.

Why not spend some time with yourself? Why not get to know yourself & ask yourself if you're not doing just fine without anyone in your life?

It's so easy to lose yourself in the search for someone else.

Keep in touch with us please.

Tojo