When Cian got the drugs, she had quickly excused herself. It was the only thing in the plan that she had argued and disagreed with. Having been fucked by the drugs, the only person she would have been willing to use the drugs on was the good doctor. Cian had explained that they needed them. That they did not have time to break him more slowly. Nodding she had let it go but she had refused to be present for that part.
When that had been done, he found her on the back porch. Sitting and staring out at nothing. She pushed the thoughts of the drugs out of her mind in order to get through the rest of the preperations. Among all the chaos that was her mind, she was at least able to push thoughts away like that. The rest of the evening went well.
The wine was the first she had had in years. So far in teh last few weeks they had avoided alchol not sure the kinda side effects. At this point there was not too much to worry about. If she had problems Cian had proven he could handle her, if worse came to worse he could put her in with Daniel and let her take out the violence and anger with him. Besides it was not like she was going to drink enough to actaully get drunk.
After dinner she found the son's tie in the pile of his clothes. Laying it around her neck, she absently played with as she watched the monitor. Having fetched the stuffed cat out of the truck, she used one of the ends to playfully run in front of the cats paws as if it would really play with it.