I am a 31 y.o. corporate attorney, who is 5'0", 103 lbs., having Auburn (Natural) hair and Green eyes! As the male response to my appearance seems to dictate that I am quite femininely attractive, my only fault seems to be in my inability to attract feminine Domme women in the real world! It was only 4 years ago that I passed the Bar Associations' requirements but prior to that, I was the complete, worshipful submissive to a lovely Jewish woman for a period of 7 1/2 years who happened to be 9 years my senior! She intuitively detected my underlying, latent lesbian desires, as well as my deep-seated masochistic tendencies! It took her hardly no real time at all to mold me, and manipulate me to the slavish individual I am still, today! If it had not been that just prior to our intiial meeting, my Grandfather had passed on leaving me a sizeable legacy, I would never ever been able, or capable of totally adhering to her insatiable demands for ONLY the very finest materialistic things that she required of me! She often complimented me on my amazing capacity for pain/suffering at her hands and for the unfathomable ability for rapid-healing. As I was still schooling at that time in my life, she was always cognizant of the fact that I should not carry injury of any type on my face or publicly visible parts of myself! Our sex life was immensely one-sided; i.e. mainly, MY pleasuring HER orally! In the beginning, I thought this to be very unfair, but as fate would have it, it was not long at all until I astoundingly discovered that I was able to reach an orgasm at the same exact moment I was able to bring her to hers without her even as much as caressingly touching me, with the exception that she came to use my ears as handles for her convenience! Sadly, 1 year ago, she left me for a very wealthy man (of all things) and is now married to him! Now all I do is yearn to find a like facsimile of her so that I could again have the best of two worlds; assertive and aggresive in my business life, but the complete opposite after office hours!