well im .x.Cole.x.... aka.. Nicole. im a sub to Lion_in_Disguise. He and i started off in a vanilla relationship and after Him wanting more and more of the BDSM side of it i started researching and found that a lot of my fantasies were very protruse in this lifestyle. i will not say i am 100% His and im still learning a lot here but i would like to be His.

i sometimes have a huge urge to Dominate. the feeling scares me because i know better. i know all i should think about is pleasing Him. Biut i cant get those feelings to go aaway and i think thats why i cant submit fully to Him. **cringes**

so yeah.. im Nicole.