so very well said ID Crew Dawg

my owner and i have a very give and take dynamic at play in our relationship, constantly testing each others boundaries and levels of control, despite my declared obedience to his will and foreknowledge that i am utterly his in everyway and that my resistance may be futile i do in deed still test his resolve to control me and he not only expects me too, he wants indeed orders me too

as for being free, i have never been more free than after i acknowledged that i was totally and utterly his in every way

some time ago i made a thread addressing my experience in the type of total power exchange relationship that my owner has with me: here is a link for those that are interested

http://www.bdsmlibrary.com/forums/sh...ad.php?t=15978