Hey, Newbie sub.
I'm just LMFAO at myself. Hasn't been too long ago that it took some kind of guts to even google "bdsm". Then, to actually click on a site made my heart race with fear. To actually sign up and write something made me think the "Second Coming" was at the gate.......that I had displeased my Maker so much that all of us would probably be wiped out. Hang in there and discover that there are a lot of people out there in the world who have very similiar kinks. We won't bite (unless you want us to). Yes, there are a lot of dickheaded assholes out there but look close and find out there are some nice people too. Wish you luck. Don't be scared. The feeling is normal but unnecessary.
DIXIE