It has taken me more than once to read this thread in it's entirety. Tears stream down my face clouding my vision; for lack of understanding how people can harm others, for the abuse endured, and for the strength and resurrection (yes, you've risen) of your spirits.
This thread is both heart wrenching and heart warming. My sincere thanks to each one of you for your bravery, whether in sharing and/or seeking support, because I know there are people out there not quite ready to be seen that are taking heed to your courage and are comforted by your words. You've also taught those of us that may not have known signs or patterns of abuse to be more aware.
I've no experience in being this kind of survivor, and I don't know what, or if, there is anyway I can help... but if there is, I've got a good ear and a warm heart should anyone ever need.