Don't worry, i don't cum very easily, and i'll be honest...i honestly only came completely from another person doing the work twice..ever. Any other time it was because I helped, and was doin most of the work because they really really wanted me to cum (and i felt bad because THEY felt bad because they didnt think they could...it's just my body >_<). So yes, I'll be honest, I have faked it a couple times, even when with my Master. I remember he wanted to watch me play with myself and I played for like 20 minutes, and I just wasn't getting there. Normally i can get myself off quite easily, but it just wasn't working for me, and yes i did fake it. Vanilla i've always had a hard time cumming, and i know in terms of the lifestyle, i get SO much wetter and more turned on...but i still struggle to cum. I fear the day Master will demand that I cum within a time period or on demand and I fail to do so.