i don't like it.. but hating it is a big word.
For Him its just the way to bring my back to my small me. Humiliated? a little, hurt a little. but most of all proud that i can give it to Him if He wants it. my ass, like the rest of my body belongs to him. so i'm only greatfull whenever He decides to take His rights and also use my that way. greatfull that He doesn't show consediration about me not liking it. Because of that feeling i even can enjoy the moment in a strange kind of way..

sorry for my spelling and grammer but english is not my first language ..

greetings heleen{Mr_Ro}