*Growl.*

I had a post in here and apparently now it's a smilie face. So I'll share more....



I'm submissive...23 years old.

I stumbled on this website. I had been interested in some BDSM aspects a couple of years ago, but got into a...different online crowd than this and hurt by several people I considered close friends. They thought it would be 'cute' to screw with a submissive's head.

Anyone who doesn't believe feelings can't be hurt online, trust me, they can be. I kind of got away from the forum feel of BDSM for several months and still am very leery of *really* trusting anyone until I see them on cam. You never know who is behind the computer.

As for real time, I went to a munch IRL...almost two years ago. The people were very open and nice. I heard the word "flogging" out loud. It really was a shock to hear those words spoken out loud. Ha, or it was for me.

I kind of freaked out what had I gotten myself into (and geesh, all I did was say hello and listen). I cried halfway home. (2.5hr drive).

So yeah. I am kind of pathetic. Sometimes I overact because I over think things or worry to much. And I cry easy.



I'm sure some of you reading this are either on the verge of laughter or disgust, but at that moment in time that was a serious push for me. People I don't know (IRL) make me nervous, and being alone in a group of BDSM people REALLY made me nervous, even if it was for no good reason.



*Feels like a total freaking idiot for blabbing all of that and skitters out.*